my MACEY girl

for those who have been to my shows, you've seen the picture of me and my kids... they are my family and my loves. MACEY, my love of 14+ years passed on the 17th of July. she was a gift from beginning to end. she gave me 14 incredible years of unconditional love that i could, as a human, never repay... i don't believe myself or anyone would be capable of giving love the way dogs do. they are angels on earth and God's blessing to those who choose to share their lives with a dog. i whole heartedly believe she'll be there to meet me in heaven and i look forward to our reunion. for now she's there keeping my Grandmother company for me :)
both my Grandmother and my MACEY are part of Rock Candy and always will be... there's nothing that will ever change that.
on the day she had to go, i posted this message to her on my facebook status:

THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, MY JOY AND THE ONE WHO HAS LOVED ME UNCONDITIONALLY FOR 14 YEARS, IS GONE. SHE'S IN HEAVEN. MACEY, I DON'T HAVE THE WORDS THAT ARE SIGNIFICANT ENOUGH TO ENCOMPASS THE LOVE THAT I HAVE FOR YOU. I'LL LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU FOREVER.

being home from the cruise and facing the fact that Jake & i are in this together now is something we both are having trouble getting used to.

all you can do is love and thank your dog every day. there is no way to pay them back.
ALL MY LOVE MACEY... you're my girl!